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[Dec. 4th, 2006|01:28 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | NIN-Closer. | ] |
well, its been a long time, and an interesting, fucked up one. umm, well most of it has run its course and not a whole lot has changed, for the most part. we'll see what happens. being my good old indecisive self and am not really quite sure of how to progress. I know what i should probably do, but i dont know if i want to. sounds like me. heh. Had my work thing on sat, then went to hockey then drinking, was not to shabby. chilled with yvonne tonight, somehow hurt myself on the couch. going to cottage this weekend. sweet. people are so fucked up sometimes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|05:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | kitchen | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused, kinda depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | chris cornell-you know my name | ] |
so its been a while since ive done an entry. oh well. Been busy with all sorts of shit lately, especially school, which has been nuts this week. I've done 3 essays in 3 nights, and have one more to do, and its the big motherfucker. Umm, what else. One of my profs died. He was only in his early 30s. Complications from the flu or something like that. It's depresseing, Jiri was one of my favorite profs. It seems everything I do lately is the wrong thing. I do what i think is the right thing, and i turns out i'm wrong. So i do the opposite, thinking that would be ok, but its also wrong. what the fuck am I supposed to do now? I dont understand any of this, but im positive there is more to it then I know, but there is nothing I can about that on my own. I don't know what to do about anything any more. school is crazy, and i just dont a whole lot of interest in it right now, though I have enjoyed the topics of my essays. Just no will to go to class or anything, and I've been close to saying fuck it and not doing an essay.
bah, im done with this. mabye ill do a more complete update later
you should be picking me up, instead your dragging me down. now I'm missing you more, cause baby your not around.
(brian jonestown massacre- Anenome) |
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[Nov. 16th, 2006|12:29 am] |
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| |  pessimistic | ] |
Ooh you make me live
Whatever this world can give to me
It's you you're all I see
Ooo you make me live now honey
Ooo you make me live
Ooh you're the best friend that I ever had
I've been with you such a long time
You're my sunshine and I want you to know
That my feelings are true
I really love you
Oh you're my best friend
Ooo you make me live
Ooh I've been wandering round
But I still come back to you
In rain or shine
You've stood by me girl
I'm happy at home
You're my best friend
Ooo you make me live
Whenever this world is cruel to me
I got you to help me forgive
Ooo you make me live now honey
Ooo you make me live
You're the first one
When things turn out bad
You know I'll never be lonely
You're my only one
And I love the things
I really love the things that you do
You're my best friend
Ooo you make me live
I'm happy at home
You're my best friend
Oh you're my best friend
Ooo you make me live
You you're my best friend |
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| "Arm yourself because no one else here will save you, the odds will betray you" |
[Nov. 6th, 2006|03:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | kitchen | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chris Cornell-you know my name | ] |
man the new bond song rocks. So weekend was quite good. Friday worked,then went out to shoeless joes with a few guys for drinks and stuff. havent seen them in a while so was cool. Sat was work as usual, and then hockey, which was ok, but nothing special. Some new players who were pretty good, so it was much faster, which is good, but means i dont really do a whole lot except skate around. Sean wiped out pretty hard, might have hurt his arm, I think he went to get it checked out, so hopefully nothing major. Joe is supposed to be moving out on december 1st, so we shall se what happens there. After hockey, picked up Eve. Most amazingly hilarious night ever. "Stop pretending to sleep" *smile and giggle* lmao. Woke up sunday, with both of us only having had about 2 hours of sleep, and went to buffalo to see the bills play. Was good times. wooo for first time out of ontario, even if we were exhausted the entire time. Was a pretty good football game, tons of people walking around outside the stadium on the roads double fisting beer and burning trees. crazy people. go leafs go. Umm, there is more, but I can't seem to remember. Possibly update later. Oh yea, getting a new cell phone, once my plan finishes, in january. AND! Yvonne went for her interview today, and got her new job. woo! Thinking about picking up an xbox game, but i'll have to see how much money ive got, xmas shopping and such needs to be done soon, and need to have cash for tenacious d! tenacious d motherfuckers! umm yea, thas about it for now. laters.
If you take a life do you know what you'll give?
Odds are, you won't like what it is
When the storm arrives, would you be seen with me?
By the merciless eyes of deceit?
I've seen angels fall from blinding heights
But you yourself are nothing so divine
Just next in line
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?
The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name
If you come inside things will not be the same
When you return to the night
And if you think you've won
You never saw me change
The game that we have been playing
I've seen diamonds cut through harder men
Than you yourself
But if you must pretend
You may meet your end
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you willing to die?
The coldest blood runs through my veins
Try to hide your hand
Forget how to feel
Forget how to feel
Life is gone with just a spin of the wheel
Spin of the wheel
Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you
The odds will betray you
And I will replace you
You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you
It longs to kill you
Are you ready to die?
The coldest blood runs through my veins
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
You know my name
(Chris Cornell-you know my name(Casino Royale song) |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|11:38 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | city and colour-casey's song | ] |
tenacious D coming up soon, awesome. Hockey on sat, which is good. Halloween was good, but deff gonna have to go all out. Early week was decent, except for one bullshit incident, which should never have happened. Fuck them, your a better person then they are, and they never deserved you. Good luck on monday. today hasnt been the best. Atleast I learned I need to work on one of my faults. I just need some patience. I know I'm not doing a good job of it, but im even stubborn against myself, but I really am trying. I dont want argue about stupid things, and I dont want things to happen like they have before. I have a feeling im just rambling now, oh well.
tencious d bitchfaces. OMG DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO GET TO RICHO COLESIUM!?!?!?!?!?!? we must figure this out. depending what time the show is over we could even see about going for a drink. damn your late bday. you know we are going to being hit bars all the time after said bday, right? One month and 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| HIP! |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|02:43 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | kitchen | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | killers-when you were young, rise electric-headspin | ] |
TRAGICALLY FUCKING HIP! oh my god that was an amazing, insane show. Such a small venue, such a good performance. Just amazing. and Gord Downie is fucking insane on stage. oh man. perhaps the best show ever!
had my latin american test today, didnt go so hot but it was fucking rediculous, we were given 50 terms to study, and 8! were on the test, and we had to answer all 8. normally we will be given say 12 or 15, then choose 8 to answer. not today. what the fuck. I dont see how anyone did well on that. its fucked.
should be going out soon though, which is good.
can we climb this mountain, I dont know, higher now then ever before I know we can make it if we take it slow let's take it easy easy now watch it go
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| temptation, it never lets me down |
[Oct. 22nd, 2006|03:02 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basements | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired and contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | type o negative, tea party-temptation | ] |
woooooo hockey and then chinese food. I know, I know, but i wont be eating anymore of it. Tonight was very good in terms of hockey, and I was actually almost decent tonight. Mabye just need to shake off the rust a little. heh, still miserable, but getting better. Was fun, like always. David sold us out though. Off to see his girl he refuses to talk about or even aknowledge that she exists, but whatever. Didnt even call though, just never showed up. *googles items discussed in chapters* I almost forgot. close one :P My girlfriends girlfriend by type o negative is awesome.
patience...the worst thing for an impatient person. Though they say good things about it, bringing more pleasure from things and all that.
time for bed now i think. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rise Elecltric-headspin | ] |
meh, its been a shitty week, with exceptions. last night was a good night. rest of the week has been on and off. got some school stuff back, not quite as good as i hoped. still have a few things to come back, dont know whether im excited for that or dreding their arrival.
All I want to say
is you’re the sattellite in my life
You don’t have to lie
You don’t have to cry anymore Lost inside your eyes
The vision never dies
Oh just take my hand
or float and never land Then I hear you say
“Let’s live for the moment this time”
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don’t you just make up your mind Chorus: You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why You love to build me up
just to tear me down
Wouldn’t it be nice
if we found paradise someday Then I hear you say
“Let’s live for the moment this time”
Then you want to keep me forever
Why don’t you just make up your mind Chorus: Did I hear you say
you wanna be alone
Or was it a mistake
How would we ever know
I can’t hear you scream
You wanna be alone
I can’t hear you scream at me
scream at me I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect
No, no, no
I’m not perfect
I’m not perfect You make my head spin
You make my head spin
Why, why do you
You make my head spin
You make my head spin Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you
Did I ever mean something
Did I ever mean something to you |
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| hmm... |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|12:24 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | basement | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | pessimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alexisonfire-boiled frogs | ] |
Just got home from first night of hockey. sweet, though my legs were not at all read for it, especially since we did 4 on 4 with no sub for half the game. ahh well, its hockey! Was at my Uncle's for his bday before that. besides that, today was...interesting i guess, though not a whole lot really happened. Going to my aunts for a late thanksgiving dinner, and have the day off, so thats not that bad. King Kong is on, and Ive always wanted to see it, but I missed the first 20min, and although thats not much, I just cant really be bothered right now. meh, s'all for now
I’m always wishing, I’m always wishing too late
For things to come my way
It always ends up the same
EDIT:
This song fucking rocks, even if it's all a guest singer:
I said, "cover me if there is a fire,
'Cause I want you to burn first"
She screamed at me, "I want to be desired"
I said easy girl, "I know it hurts"
Let's all give thanks That I am a liar,
'Cause I've got a feeling I just might get worse
Now there's nothing wrong with you
I'm just tired
And im in a mood for a brand new curse
You burn first,
You burn first,
You burn first,
You burn first
Cover me if there is a fire,
'Cause I want you to burn first
She screamed at me "I want to be desired"
I said easy girl, "I know it hurts"
Let's all give thanks That I am a liar
'Cause I've got a feeling I just might get worse
Now there's nothing wrong with you
I just grow tired
and im in the mood for a brand new curse
(alexisonfire-you burn first) |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|08:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hockey game on tv | ] |
if this is even going to be considered, i need to do things well, which would normally require patience and good timing, neither of which i seem to have much luck with, but too bad. Let's do it *dives in head first*
more procrastination is going on, and hockey is on, no score though. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I can't think of anything else. I got asked about new years plans already? I dunno what im doing then. I dont even know what my plan is for halloween. anyone wanna spend halloween with me? hanging off my arm while watching many scary movies is particularly appreciated, but I'm not limited to that. any takers? /personal add for halloween. but yea, i wanna do something on halloween. should go deposit more money, but might buy a bottle of goldschlager or something. not much planned, school mostly and jackastors on the weekend, but nothing else yet. hmmm. wanna get smashed on schlager saturday night with me? |
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